Today, 3rd November 2011 is my mother's second death anniversary. Two years ago, I say goodbye to her with white roses in my hand, black dress on my body, tears in my eyes and with a crack voice I read a farewell poems to her on her funeral. It was a heart wrenching day. Even the earth is crying with heavy rain.
There supposed to be a memorial done by my family today. Family gathering, going to her grave...bring roses..prayer. But for some reason...we all decided to postponed it until near Christmas. I feel bad that I could not be there, visit her today. So, I created poems and give her roses for her second anniversary from faraway. It might sound impossible but...How I wish the poems could reach her in heaven. I really want her to know that I miss her terribly..it hurts. But I know she is in a better place...painless...tearless place. And she is in a good Hand.
Rest In Peace Mother. I miss you and forever love you.
at first I was reading the poem you made I was saying Christine I just felt your emotions on your every word..but as I read down below..I just said your the sweetest daughter Christine..your mother up there is smiling because she has left a legacy that she can be proud of-you..so smile Christine ;)
ReplyDeleteShe would feel happy for having such a loving daughter like you. You wrote such a sweet dedication for her
ReplyDeleteBeautiful...simply beautiful...
ReplyDeleteThank you Sie. Yes, you are indeed right. My mother has left many great legacies..and myself is only one small part of it. I just hope who I was and who I will become is enough to make her proud of me.
ReplyDeleteThank you Balqis. Thank you very much.
ReplyDeleteVeey..thank you. When I wrote this and close my eyes..all I can see is her lovely smile and I recall how comforting it was.
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